In a few days, i will be turning 26. And since summer is not too far away either, i thought i should list down things i want to do/accomplish by the end of the summer(hopefully). Here goes. 

1. learn how to drive

2. get a driver’s license

3. learn how to use Photoshop

4. read booksss

5. go on a few vacations(preferably Baguio and Palawan)

6. design shoes and bags

7. organize my closet(or my whole room, lord, help me)

8. take more pictures

9. blog more often

10. excercise!

11. learn how to cook

12. go out with friends more

13. reconnect with old friend/”friends”

14. meet new friends/”friends”

15. be NICER. :)

yeheeeeees! i’m excited. not about getting a year older, though. :)

Rainy days, especially rainy MONDAYS are such a drag. Cold, lazy, sleepy.

i love to swim. it makes me happy. sometimes i would float on my back, hum a random tune, look at the sky and just listen to my breathing. i wish i had a pool, so i could have the luxury of floating happily everyday. oh how i wish i could float happily everyday. i also like going under the water. i would go down and try to hold my breath as long as i can. i like how it makes my chest hurt as i run out of breath how it gives me relief as soon as i take that huge gasp of air when i swim up. i wish life was as easy as swimming, but then again, there’s still the possibility of drowning. 

this is all i could think of right now. how swimming makes me feel. this is all i could feel right now, this weird and stupid mix of emotions — disappointment, relief, apathy, love, hurt(pain), guilt, spite, optimism, sadness and happiness. 

i wish i had a pool so i could float happily everyday. 

What do you do when all of sudden, you get what you have wished for? The thing is, you are not sure you want it anymore. At least not as much as you did before.

Ano na? Wrong timing ka kasi eh.